I Love You As We Love Certain Obscure Things, In A Secret Way

I love your danger, your sadness, your loneliness, every corner of your soul and your mind. I love the way you look at me, the way you caress me, the way you kiss me.

I know that through each of your smiles hides a whole world of possibilities, which I am learning to spy behind your eyelashes.

I love you in secret, in an impossible balance between reason and heart. If my heart says it loves you, my reason will deny it forever.

However, the beating of my heart will not allow me to forget how I feel, for I cannot let go of the emotion of looking at you.

This secret is mine, or ours, but we know very well that it exists without having to pronounce a single word, without revealing it. Dreams lodged under the pillow whisper them in my ear every night.

I love you without knowing how, when or where

I don’t know when I started to love you, I barely realized it, I didn’t think about it, I just felt little by little that I could love every tip of your fingers, every word your lips uttered, each of your perfect body imperfections.

I don’t remember the exact moment I fell in love with you, because your smile has fascinated me so many times that I have been able to see the world differently by looking into your eyes several times, never being able to look at you again in the same way.

I don’t know how that love intensified, feeding on the way you walk around the world, move forward and show me that life is all that matters: the sky above. our heads, the wind blowing through the trees …

I love you without knowing where I am, where you are, where it all started. Maybe it started in the corner of your lips, in the crook of your neck, in the world your dreams create.

It doesn’t matter, because it’s one place, or maybe a hundred, but they are the ones who taught me to see you as you are and to see myself as I am.

I love you directly without problems or pride

Pride doesn’t exist, because I love you even though I can’t have you, because your happiness is mine. Even if you are not near me, I know that your thoughts will turn to me and that for a second they will draw a wonderful smile on your face.

I don’t depend on the love I feel for you, I don’t depend on you either, I just love you.

I don’t want to own you because I love your way of being free and letting myself be so. The freedom I enjoy is that of loving you without ties, without indefinite contracts.

Even without being together we are everything, because we do not depend on the other but we respect each other.

As close as your eyes close to my dream

I admire your courage when you reveal to the world your fragility, your vulnerability, without fear, knowing that there is a risk that you assume without fear, because that is what living fully.

You show what hurts you, what worries you, you cry and you laugh, you hug, you get angry and every atom of air around you receives your energy, your vitality, just like me I receive them.

The combination we got is beautiful, even when you don’t look at me you can see me, even when I’m dreaming you close your eyes to make your imagination fly.

With just one look we are able to say a thousand things or nothing to each other, we can hug or kiss each other, thanks to a simple exchange in the air between your eyes and mine.

If you’re a few inches from me, if you walk away thousands of miles, if I can’t see you, if I can’t hear you, if I don’t feel your skin, whatever.

Because the wind will carry to me the memory of your smile, of what you taught me, of what I learned from you, of the way I love you.